by Gia Marie Carangie

"Life and death, energy and peace. If i stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I have made, and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me, and scarred my soul, it was all worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I have walked. Which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth back again, into, under, far in between it, through it, in it, and above."

INVIERNO

por ahí parece haber asomando un cuerpo, puede ser su cuerpo

le presentan en la camilla a un hombre de 84 años, dormido entre tubos. el diagnostico es gangrena por trombosis en el miembro inferior izquierdo. nada pudo hacerse para drenar el trombo, ahora lo inevitable, lo anticipado por el primer médico que lo vio, ese al que todos insultaron. procede a amputarle la pierna, de la rodilla para abajo, y piensa en todos los viejitos que desean morir. piensa también en como siempre hay que salvar a todos, hasta la última de las últimas. como son capaces de dejar un torso a secas, si esto mismo ocurriera en cada uno de los miembros restantes. un torso con pañales, piensa. pero hoy es tan solo un enfermo de alzahimer que despierta de a poco. con una pierna menos, y otra que busca a su hermana perdida. un enfermo de alzahimer que siempre tiene las manos atadas, para que no se des-tube.

en el TAO

-enserio nose si me crees pero....
-si ya se, lo sentiste todo, por eso te dolia la cabeza y tenías nauseas
-te juro, nose que onda, pero me pasa!
-the force is strong with you

una siesta y un perro

The world is mine

I believe in the wonder/I believe this new life to gain/Like a God that I'm under/There's drugs running through my veins/I believe in the wonder/I believe I can touch the flame/There's a spell that I'm under/Got to fly, I don't feel no shame/Take a look what you've started/In the world flashing from your eyes/And you know that you've got it/From the thunder you feel inside/I believe in the feeling/All the pain that you left to die/Believe in believing/In the life that you give to try/I´ve lost my fear to what appears/I do my best/You seem suprised and realize/That to your eyes/The world is mine



- david guetta

"Silence (Delirium)"

Give me release/witness me/I am outside/give me peace/Heaven holds a sense of wonder/ and I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up when the rage in me subsides/In this white wave I am sinking in this silence in this white wave /in the silence I believe/Passion chokes the flower'till she cries no more possessing all the beautyhungry still for more/Heaven holds a sense of wonder...I can't help this longing comfort me I can't hold it all in if you won't let me /Heaven holds a sense of wonder...In this white wave I am sinking in this silence in this white wave/ in this silence I believe/I have seen you in this white wave you are silent you are breathing in this white wave I am free...


SARAH McLACHLAN LYRICS"Silence (Delirium)"

un dia en buenos aires

reir, cojer, cereal, ver el capitulo 9 de Lost, tomar mate de un pomelo gigante, reir, cojer, pintar al agua, teléfono, flores secas al sol, Pepi, barrio chino, salir a pasear al perro por los lagos, ceviche, reir hasta llorar.